I am obsessed with Jesse. Ever since he came in to work on Monday. Internally, I am a girl gone nuts. I have lost all sense of myself.
On the outside, I might look kind of the same (I don't know). Well, I don't show the full extent of my obsession on the outside. I still go on with work, same as usual. I smile. I talk to people. Even on this blog, this week, I talk about things other than Jesse.
But I know what's really going on inside. Inside, I am like...Jesse, notice me!!! Jesse, see how I have a life outside of you and can function just fine on my own??! See how I'm doing my own thing? See?????
I know he sees me...right through me. This isn't okay with him.
So he forces me to be better.
And I respect him for that.