Wednesday, March 21, 2018

I was not the greatest friend to my friends growing up. I was mostly concerned with how much I fit into the group.

Monday, March 19, 2018

My friends growing up were not always nice and were at times nice.

Sunday, March 18, 2018

Saturday, March 17, 2018

There’s a secret to being close to someone: take it slowly.

Friday, March 16, 2018

Sometimes, I need help from people for really big things in my life. And that scares me.

Thursday, March 15, 2018

I used to be bullied at work. I’ve talked about it here on this blog, with family, with friends, with various coworkers, and I’ve written about it elsewhere. 

Along with all that, what I also and really need is to talk about it with someone at work who was right in the middle of all that bullying, yet didn’t bully me themselves. For that someone to be on my side and hear from me about what happened to me then.

Then I would really be vulnerable, would really be revealing my pain. 

Then I would really be understood.

Wednesday, March 14, 2018

Continuing from my previous 3 posts...

How my sister treats me in the future is not set in stone. Maybe she will change and treat me better...maybe she will not. 

I see this uncertainty as a blessing. It gives me hope. A little hope.